When it feels hard to do anything

I don’t know why, but today it just feels like it’s hard to figure out what to do, and then harder to follow through on that. They’re parts of today where i’ve just sat facing the computer for over twenty minutes doing nothing because i couldn’t figure out what to do. I’m actually finding it difficult to write this for some reason too, i don’t know why though! Like i have stuff to do like finishing up my video editing final, but i don’t know, it’s that weird feeling of finding it hard to do anything. I’ve mainly just been updating my website today but that’s about all i’ve done all day. I don’t know i just don’t have much to write about today.

I didn’t go to school today. I woke up and then instantly fell back asleep and then woke up 5 minutes before the bus comes by. It takes 5 minutes just to walk to the bus stop alone. My mom when she walked in the room said i “wasn’t sorry” and i “planned it all out”. I was asking yesterday if i could stay home yesterday because none of my classes are giving out anymore work, and the one class i had work in today was blocked by a presentation for seniors that was happening at the same time, so i would just pretty much be wasting my time at school anyway. She scares me.

I don’t really have much to talk about for this entry so, i guess see you later.

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